She told me to wait for her. It seemed like she’s just saying that,
like she wanted to abandon me, but by some means, part of me believed it. So I
sat down and waited for her. A friend of mine came by while I was waiting, and
we talked. After a few minutes have passed, my friend left, and a dose of
doubts began to pour inside my head. I started to think that she actually did
ditch me, like a blind date gone wrong where the person wanted to go to the
toilet, but actually left the other person behind. That would be really rude.
She came back, and as soon as I saw her, I stood up like a recruit
when a high-rank officer comes in. Apparently, she was just grabbing her
jacket, which reassured me. She looked prettier, as ever. I thought I would
never see her again. Seeing her made me smile. “Let’s go”, she said in a polite
manner.
Normally when I’m with her, I would be nervous;
I will stay quiet, be shy and awkward, and fidget a lot. Fortunately, I didn’t
show any of those. I somehow kept all of them to a minimum.
“Alright.”
We went outside. The weather was quite nice, it was cloudy, and the
temperature was just right, not too hot nor cold.
To be honest, we barely talk. We don’t know
each other that well. But this time, in some way, we both felt we knew each other
for a long time, like we were childhood friends.
We walked together aimlessly, like we were strolling in a park,
beside one another. We didn’t mind where we were heading. We just talked; we
exchanged our friendship and shared our stories.
We came across a building that seemed haunted. The walls of the
building were dirty, and the grass around the building were half-dead. It
looked like an abandoned school. I believe we stumbled upon a ghetto, where
everything appeared awful.
I began to feel concern of our surroundings and what could happen
to us. So I asked her, “Aren’t you scared walking through here? I feel like it’s
haunted.” “Not really”, she responded in a calm behavior.
I strike her as a person who’s not afraid of
horror films nor ghosts. Perhaps she has a strong spirit within her that causes
her to react calmly in danger situations.
“Well, I am, because it’s creepy and it’s giving me the
heebie-jeebies, and I feel weird about this place” I informed her. “Well, that
is true”, she agreed.
She
was lovely, friendly, honest and sweet. The point where we walked together and
talked was where I felt like I’m home, as always when I’m with her. Seemed like
we were close friends; we acted like there was no history between us, we just
went with the flow and we weren’t shy of each other anymore.
Re-imagining
the moment again and again makes my eyes misty and warms my heart. But ever
since then, my heart felt emptier than before, because it felt real.
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